My blog that is. So many things have happened. It would be a book when I am done. Speaking of done. I have been writing this book for three years since 2009. Afraid to even publish it. I don't like what critics have to say and I am very sure they will say a lot. More towards the negative side. I'm not a writer but a story teller. The things I could have done before others went ahead and did it before me. Oh, my luck and laziness gets me nowhere.
Anyway, I still watch "The Vampire Diaries" and now religiously watching "The Walking Dead". Two of my favorite shows! I want to win and be a walker for that show once. hahaha...
Nothing is exciting. Just that I still want to get my breast reduction and get a nose job. Money, money, money... MONEY! That I don't have. Anyway, my life is slowly developing again. This year has been a very rough one for me. Times I tried to kill myself because I was stupid. But then what if I do try to kill myself and survive but paralyzed or disabled? I would be the laughing stock. And if I do die, oh, the gossips that will be going all over town and my parents and family will have to listen to it. No, I cannot be that selfish. God can only give me what I can handle... I'm thankful that He gives me second chances all the time. I should be thankful to my family and friends who's been here and who's also given me the lone time that I want. They've been understanding and kind. Even though they may not like the choices I've made this year, they have respected it. And I couldn't ask for better friends and family members!!
Well, I'll write more. It's almost one o'clock and I need to lay my head. Got to get up in five hours.
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